This Is How You End Up Sucking Dick For Her
You don’t know how it happened, but it did. You sucked dick in front of the girl of your dreams. Not just any dick, but your best friend’s dick. How could you help yourself? It was right there… you’re telling everybody you were coerced into the idea, obviously. No way can everybody in your sad little hometown know you ended up sucking dick for the hottest girl you never really had and the guy you’ve been following around like a dog since the 8th grade.
Deep down, you hated him. You never blamed yourself for it because it was so unfair how he could breeze through life, all the best things in life simply falling into his lap. You remember the first time you saw your girl straddling him. It was in the back seat of your car while you were driving them home after a night out drinking. You didn’t drink of course, you had to take care of her, but she took care of him instead. Feels bad, perhaps some of the worst pain of your pathetic life, but you don’t stop yourself from reliving that moment over and over again. Something about them together made you feel more than the brief moments she chose to be by your side. She made you nervous because you knew she deserved so much better than you, and at any moment she could snap out of her delusions of grandeur and see you for the bitch you really are.
It’s not that you’re huge a bitch all the time. You’re simply aware that next to him, you look like nothing. You look like an embarrassment. Every time you try to speak around him you stutter and second guess yourself. Everyone cringes for you. It takes less than a brain cell to determine the leader of the pack, and as a unwanted byproduct, the weak, spineless losers. It wasn’t fair that he won so much you looked like a loser in comparison, but what could you do? You could never leave his side—it had always been you and him, ever since grade school.
You thought it was a joke when this girl asked you to hang out. Way too hot for you, she made you so nervous you could never keep it up for her. She never gave you the opportunity to redeem yourself, to finally be able to nut in her like she begged you to do the few surreal times she actually let you fuck. Your insecurities that your dick was too small, your stroke game too wack and your awkward silence in lieu of dirty talk made you too much of a bitch to stay hard for her. All you could think about is how she could get fucked so much better by somebody else, your best friend for example, and when it became obvious she was only using you to get to him, it just made you want her even more.
Your deepest, darkest secret is that you think about your best friend’s dick entering the girl of your dreams, all the time. Allllllll the time. You don’t watch porn anymore, you don’t look at anyone else except for her, and all you can get off to is the thought of his big fat dick stretching her out. Making her cum, filling her up, doing his job right. You could never do it like he does, but you could make yourself useful in the only way you know how. It’s not gay if you’re only sucking your best friend’s dick because you want to taste your ex’s cum for the first time, right? Once, twice, three times, you lost count after the tenth but that’s all you need. You don’t need to fuck her, all you need is his big fat dick coated in her cum shoved down your throat.
